Hate

Sitting ignored
grimacing through pain
trying to ignore back
missing so much it turns cold
hate comes from neglect
wishing you away
just for one day of peace
go, leave, you're not wanted here
you've hurt more deeply than the one you hate
life is better without you
and your love and friendship
death is pleasing, the easy way,
dealing is hard
living is harsh
go away
go away
my hate consumes